Suicidal Tendencies

When I was a kid I used to look at my parents and wonder what the fuck happened to them and how they became basically flesh and blood automatons locked in an endless cycle of work/ food/ sleep with no friends and no social life. Now I'm about the age they were back then, give or take a couple years, and find myself in a pretty similar situation. Well, except that I remember "how it was" just enough to keep me raging against the dying of the light, which I'm beginning to suspect actually makes it hurt worse than just shutting down and going numb the way they did.

Needless to say I've been l feeling this tune HARD lately.